I’m yet to understand how and why it appears easier to work for others than it is to work for ourselves. Why it is easier to find focus and be productive when a job is on the line rather than when a life is on the line.
Maybe it is the sense of urgency that a job has that a life work or calling doesn’t have. A job tells you that you must churn out a certain amount of deliverables at the close of business but a calling hardly clearly communicates this, because destiny often never appears urgent. Maybe that’s why we get complacent and turn the easy path.
It’s okay to be faithful about another man’s business but make sure that sooner than later, it is not at the expense of yours. Stop sabotaging yourself.